sweetfeet

Here is an update of myself for those who care or are bored one night and just looking for a little 3 minute entertainment. I am happy, but it seems like people around ,who have been in my past, are not. I do apologize because i want you to be happy. But i can’t do anything to boost up your happy mood. It is all on you. You make your own decisions. Yeah, people make really ridiculous decisions but you have to move on and live life. Dude, stop mopping. The deed is done. If you can’t move forward, how can people that left you in the past come back and be your friend again if you feel the same way the same day that they left you. If you wanted space, i grant you that. If you wanted time, i grant you that. If you wanted an ’ I’m sorry ‘, i grant you that. What else do you want? Geez, still been the same old needy person i met …

Anyways, i am doing good. I am captain of my high school’s color/winter guard. School is getting lame, but i am trying my best. I like Cheesepuff. He is so sweet and patient. My mom likes him just because he picks me up and drops me off and pays for everything. I really like his mom. Did you know one of her favorite series is ” the hunger games “? haha Now you know. He has the most delicate smile ever. Just staring at him fills me with joy and tickles haha. damn, so corny. Slowly, i am picking up the pieces of my past. What happen in the past has helped me find up to date guys. I will try not to make the same mistakes, but haha … i live in the moment. However, i won’t get pregnant just yet. i refuse. So if you are betting that  i am getting pregnant, eerrrkkkkk! your wrong :D.

friend or whatever you are called,move on. Please? This is not healthy for you. I do still care for people you know? I am not dark cold heartless pig. I can’t do anything because i guess i was the one to cause you pain. However, I didn’t know that a 16 year old would change your love life dramatically. Hey, i am moving on. Why can’t you? Sometimes i do remember the good times. and guess what? They make me smile. Actually, i remember the good times more than the bad. i dont know if its weird or not, but i do. You still make me smile. But right now, i feel bad for you.

I am been as much as a friend i can be. :[ Take care and pleaseeeeeee… get better. Smile more. Love more.

sincerely, PandaGirl